Shedding Tears.....

I was just indulging in reminiscence by going through some old posts and I found that I was totally wrong on one aspect of my crush. It is not 8 months old...its been a year!!! And that too exactly a year!!!. Just go to this post written on 25th Apr 2006 and search for the word 'bowling' in the webpage which includes the comments. And that too it was one of my readers who has mentioned Her for the first time on my blog. So its actually been a year since She has captivated me!!! Am I going to make a move? Hmm...my heart and brain are yet deeply analysing that decision and I have no plans of annoying them till they come out with some results.

I was just about to write some managing time fundas when I spotted that Satyakam (Another friend who again always writes comments when needed) has actually commented on my previous post and for the first time I got to know what my friends think of me. I have heard my manager tell me that I am ********* (I cant reveal my appraisal rating, can I?). But that doesnt make a difference because it is my professional life. But when it comes to my personal life I have never bothered to find out what people think of me since I have never cared. But now at least I have an idea.

Defensive - Now thats a good way to put it. But I dont know if thats the right word to use but I know what it is supposed to convey. And now for the best part -

"Ladies aspiring to be Mrs Sriniketh!!!" Believe me there are none currently. But he seems to be warning the ladies to beware of me!!! It is true that I am weird at times. I am pretty complex to understand since I am more of an introvert than an extrovert. But thats what I expect the 'ladies' to judge for themselves before having any aspirations to be Mrs Sriniketh (if there are any)!!!

Crushed for a year and then a testimonial from a friend - Time to look in the mirror to see if my eyes do reveal any emotions I guess!!!