Her thoughts!!!

As I continued to wonder what thoughts could arise in Her mind if She ever read the last few posts I felt that it will be fun to list them down. Now a little bit of background info. I have had the crush for around eight months now and have met Her six times not necessarily in the same period. Also I am pretty confident she will not visit my blog. But if She ever does then I am trying to figure out what her thought process 'could' be. And I will 'never' take any steps to ensure that She does visit my blog.

So let us assume she does visit my blog. What might be her reaction.....She

-thinks "What crap does he write!!!"

-thinks "Is he actually after some girl?"

-thinks "Even if he is after some girl is She for real or is it someone that he is imagining?"

Now She might assume it is someone I am imagining, thinks what a stupid guy I must be and move on, and never come back to my blog.
But She might also think otherwise.....

-thinks "Let us assume She is real....Who the hell is he talking about?"

-thinks "But I dont even know him so well, So maybe I will never guess...."

-thinks "It must be some childhood friend of his"

-thinks "It might even be some college friend of his"

-thinks "But he claims he has had the crush only for eight months now, so it might be someone he has met recently..."

-thinks "But it could also be someone he has known for a long time but has had a crush only for some time now....and dont we know what guys are like!!!"

-thinks "But he claims he has met her only 6 times till date..."

-thinks "So it is quite possible that he has met her only recently..."

-thinks "But why should I care....its none of my business!!!"

Now she might assume that it doesnt matter to her and just moves on and decides to revisit the blog some days later to know if She can get anymore clues. She might also just forget about it and never visit it again. But She might also continue to think!!!

-thinks "But he really has turned out to be more different that what I had assumed him to be....and I never expected him to write such blogs"

-thinks "When did I last meet him?"

-thinks "Actually since when do I know him?"

-thinks "Now why am I getting the feeling that I too fall into this category of eight months and six times... or was it five?"

-thinks "Whenever I have met him I have never noticed any such signs, and a lot can be found by just observing a guy's expressions"

-thinks "Hmm...nah....I dont think I could be the One he is talking about...."

-thinks "And even if I was do I want to be the One he is talking about? Nah I dont think so...."

And thus She might never come back to the blog. And I am completely drained out now trying to figure out a girl's thought process. Believe me....Its a tough thing to do!!!

Now why have I her ended Her thought process on such a pessimistic note. Well thinking that She would actually visit my blog, cross the two hurdles that I have mentioned, reach the last but one thought and actually wanting to be the One is I believe optimism to the point of foolishness!!!