Yet the tear didnt drop

I was in pain. I felt weak. My body was numb. I was shivering. My body was tormenting my mind. I felt helpless. Yet the tear didnt drop.

Depression took over. My brain had gone dead. I was staring into oblivion. I could feel my eyes going moist. Yet the tear didnt drop.

My heart was in agony. I understood for the first time what is 'pain in the heart'. It actually does ache. It tried hard to stay strong but was being pushed into despair. Yet the tear didnt drop.

I felt lost. Rationality and sense evaded me. I felt disoriented. I could not spot any light at the end of the tunnel. Hopelessness took over. Yet the tear didnt drop.

I wanted to cry out loud. The misery was excruciating. The grief led to despodency. I felt heavyhearted. Yet the tear didnt drop.

pS : I thought I needed to capitalise on my somber mood by writing a depressing post. After all I have this uncanny knack of getting over depression very quickly.