Fantasies

Fantasizing about life is something we all do and I am no exception. After slogging my ass off sitting in front of a computer screen and a TV screen and putting my grey cells to unbearable torture trying to understand why the video and audio are not in sync I think I am allowed to fantasize about stuff during my ride home in the evenings. The first thought that I get is about her, then how I should be doing my MBA in Switzerland, how it would have been if I had proposed to her, had she accepted how we would have settled down in the Swiss Alps (Dont ask me if I would have been grazing cows there), how we would have gone on world tours every year (dont ask me how I would have made money grazing cows...of course the wife would have helped too), how we would have watched the kids grow (yes I mean kid's'..more than one...population is pretty less in Switzerland you see and shouldnt we be doing our bit for the country), how I would have opened an Swiss bank account for the money I earn by grazing cows (in which other bank would you expect me to open an account)..........

But are fantasies just that and nothing more. I think I should try to get some of them into reality. Let me see where I stand.

Thinking About her:

Since its an established fact that 'W' is 'the one', what should I be doing to turn that fantasy into reality. I have the crush for the past 10 months now. I have seen her only 6 times till date. Though I dont believe in love at first sight, I do believe in crush at first sight. So I decided to consolidate the options that I have and naturally ended up in conflicting thoughts from my brain and heart as they decide what is the next step to take

Heart : Call her up man
Brain : No dude you just cant call people up out of the blue. And I dont know the phone number
Heart : I am sure you can get it by asking people.
Brain : Wont that make me look desperate.
Heart : I am sure you have reached the pinnacle of desperation by just writing this post. So what have you got to loose. Just find the number and call her up now....
Brian : I am still not convinced.

Heart : Ok let us try something more subtle. Write her an email. And dont tell me you dont have her mail id. I know you know it by Heart (pun intended)
Brain : But what do I write in it. You are the one with the mushy, corny thoughts. I am no good at it.
Heart : Yeah you are right. I have seen your pathetic attempt in the previous post. Remember to always involve me in writing such letters.

Heart : But you know I too am not convinced of writing letters. Why dont you meet her in person.
Brian : Nah...How can I barge into somebody's house like that.
Heart : You dont have to meet her in her house you idiot. Cant you think of any romantic place.
Brain : I thought finding romantic places was your work and not mine.
Heart : Ok Ok lets not fight over our work portfolio now. What do you think about meeting her.
Brain : As much as I would love it what am I supposed to say to her. You know how dumb I am in front of pretty girls.
Heart : Oh leave the talking to me once you meet her.
Brain : And you will blabber all you feelings and you know when she slaps the face the pain is more closer to the brain that the heart.

Brain : You know all this is fine .... but how are you sure if she will reciprocate the same feelings that you have.
Heart : Hmm....now for the first time you have asked something that makes sense. And I am just the Heart. The brain is the one with the analysing skills.
Brain : At last you have agreed that the brain too plays a role in matters of the heart. So what do you want me to do?
Heart : I really didnt know you were that dumb. Didnt I just tell you I dont know what to do
Brain : But I do... We need to work together. I am sure we will need only 3 meeting with her to find out if she too reciprocates the same feelings. I will look out for her body language when we meet and you watch her eyes. You know a girl's eyes speak a lot.
Heart : Now you are making sense.

Heart : So now its decided. We analyse her body language and eyes. So call her up now.
Brian : Nah....I dont have her number........

Heart (fuming with rage and back to pumping blood)
Brain lost deep in thoughts about the amount of money it is going to make in the Swiss Alps by grazing cows in the snow.

And as I fantasize yet again I wonder if I will ever be able to find out if She is the One.