Emotional range of a teaspoon

Some things are best said after a few drinks, a couple of mojitos in my case today. Some things are never to be told. Of course sometimes there is never a reason to "get high" after a couple of drinks or even a space brownie in Amsterdam....but that can be attributed to the fact that I have only got the emotional range of a teaspoon.

But, there are times when I have no idea why I end up hurting someone. These are times when a friend just drifts apart, a friendship that gives a cozy and comfortable feeling enters into troubled waters....and I have no idea how to set that right. Well, time they say solves everything...but in this case there has to be something I can do....I just havent figured out what that is.....