I gotta feeling

I gotta feeling............

I am going through a cocktail of emotions

I sometimes feel confused
I sometimes feel helpless
I sometimes feel desperate
I sometimes feel that I am being stupid
I sometimes feel that I lack confidence
I sometimes feel that I am losing control on my brain and my heart
I sometimes feel lonely
I sometimes feel like a loser
Everytime I see her my heart flutters
I sometimes feel that my thoughts are bad
I sometimes feel that I am betraying someone
I sometimes feel that I am being betrayed
I sometimes feel that I am crossing some boundaries

I gotta feeling.......

That friend

There are these specific moments when you realise that you are letting a new person enter your life. At these specific moments you realise who you are. When you consider the different circles around you, the innermost is the hardest for anyone to penetrate. That innermost circle of friends is something you treasure. When you choose to let someone new enter it you know you are defining who you are.